Thursday, March 31, 2011

HURT

HURT
HURT ME
PUNISH ME
HATE ME
MAKE ME STRONGER

DESTROY ME
CHASTISE ME
PUSHED TO EXPECTATIONS YOU WOULD NEVER BELIEVE
OR EVEN EXPECT OF SOMEONE LIKE ME

LIE
DECIEVE
LOATH EVERYTHING I WAS BOUGHT UP
MAKE ME TRUST NO ONE 
BUT THE WOMAN BEFORE THEE

TELL ME I CAN'T
I WON'T
I WILL
MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE
SOAR MOUNTAINS HIGHER THAN YOU EVER THOUGHT I WOULD

REJECT ME
DEPRIVE ME
PUSH ME TO THRIVE FOR MORE
PUSHING ALL THE PAIN WITHIN

TO STRIVE
TO STRUGGLE
SUCEEDING
TO FEED THAT HUNGER
TO BE THE PERSON YOU SAID I WOULD NEVER BE!

Monday, March 14, 2011

NIGHTIME

AS NIGHTIME SHADOWS FALL UPON YOUR FACE
I STAND
YEARNING FOR YOUR SWEET EMBRACE
BLENDING INTO A DANCE OF ETERNAL FATE
SWAYING TO SWEET BALADS
IMAGINING YOUR SWEET CARESS
PICTURING YOUR PENETRATING BLUE EYES
EMBLAZONED IN SCRIPTURES IN THE SKIES
PENETRATING STRAIGHT INTO MY SOUL
AWAKENING TO THE REALITY OF AN EMPTY SPACE
BETWEEN BLISS AND NEVER ABLE TO BE
DREAMING OF THE DAY
FILLED WITH CHOCOLATE KISSES
FLAVORED OF YOUR HONEY DEW SCENT
RESTING ON MY CHERRY LIPS
LIFTING ME TO ORGASMIC PLATEAUS
WHERE PURE ECSTASY AND DESIRE MEET
AROUSED BY THE ANGUISH OF NEVER HOLDING YOU NEAR
SEARCHING
LONGING FOR WHAT WE BOTH FEEL SHOULD BE
NEVER FINDING
HOW MUCH
WE MIGHT
JUST FEEL THE SAME
BRINGING TEARS TO MY PAIN FILLED PILLOW
MAKING ME WONDER
JUST
MAYBE

Sunday, March 13, 2011

DEFINE

YOUR EYES NEVER DEFINED YOU
TWO WORLDS APART
DISTANT MILES
WORDS FLEW
SO NEAR YET SO FAR AWAY
WHAT WAS A GIRL TO DO
YOU KNEW JUST WHAT TO SAY
SLOWLY ESCAPING YOUR LIPS
WORDS SLIDING
ROLLING OFF YOUR TONGUE
STRONG YET SUBTLE
LONGING FOR THE ONE
YOUR INNER STRENGTH TOOK HOLD
NEVER LETTING GO
I STEPPED BACK
WONDERING HOW DID THIS COME TO BE
WHEN DID THIS DREAM BECOME OUR REALITY
SIX FEET INTO YOUR HEAVEN
ELEVATED TO PLATEAUS
NEVER EXPECTED
PASSION ABLAZE
EYES IN A DAZE
WE MET
EMOTIONS STIRRED
ONE GLANCE
ALL WAS TOOK
NEVER FORESAKING
YOUR EYES WOULD DEFINE THE STRENGTH THAT SUMICED THROUGH
DESIRE BURNED MY SKIN
YOUR COMPASSION MADE ME TREMBLE
MELTING AWAY A DECADE
AS THE RAIN DRIFTED DEBRIS AWAY
FROM THE CONCRETE HOLE IN MY SOUL
YOUR HAIR FRAMING EVERY SO SOFTLY ON YOUR CHIN
IT WAS THE ESSENCE OF THE TRUE MAN
WHEN YOU WALKED IN
MAKING WOMAN SHUDDER
HANDSOME LIKE NO OTHER
MAKING THE STRONGEST WOMAN BLUNDER
IS IT ANY WONDER HOW YOUR SPELL HAS ME UNDER
BECOMING MY PRIVATE  SIN